semantics

i made mistakes but, i'm taking them back now.
dead set, caught up on my way out.
don't you know, for crying out loud,
that this is so hard?

Jan 1 2010

goals or resolutions, whatever you want to call them, for the new year:

  1. stop being so lazy. i hate that i have almost no ambition to do anything. any school work i have goes undone for as long as it possibly can. i always wait until the last minute to do anything. i really need to change this.
  2. get a job. i guess this goes along with being lazy, but i just do not want to work. i always depend on my mom for money, and i really need to change that. i need to find a job as soon as possible.
  3. stop being so mean. i come off as really arrogant and just straight up mean to people, a lot of them i don’t even know. i’ve been told many times, but i’ve just never tried hard enough. i really need to tone down my negative attitude towards other people.
  4. tour. i know it’s cliché because it’s something almost everyone in the “scene” wants to do, but i really think i would love to tour. i love traveling, and i’d love to be able to experience a new city and new people every day. i don’t care if i take pictures, sell merch, or hustle cds, i just want to be able to go on tour for at least a week, just to try it once.
i guess that’s it really. there’s a lot of other things i want to try to do, but these four are of the most importance to me. i seriously hope i can accomplish these and better myself by the end of this year.
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